What Gives!!!

Ever feel like your friends are dumping you? Ok so I am not talking about the my everyday friends, but recently I have been in touch with some old H.S. friends. I have drop lettter/ emails off to them hoping for a reply. I can see they have been online but alas no reply. Not even a "Hi- Got your message". I probably wouldn't worry if it was one or two people, but it is a lot of people I use to hand out with in H.S. Was I someone that annoyed everyone? Was I someone that people would rather not catch up too? If so how sad and what liars!!!!! I have 4 year books of phone numbers that say "K.I.T" "Call me" "555-1233". There is even numbers from people I don't even know but they signed my book and asked me to call.

So now I am here 8 years later trying to finally catch up with these people and they are totally stiffing me. What Give?

I know I am an adult now and I really shouldn't care about these things, but let's be honest. I do. I want to know if there was something I did that was awful because maybe it didn't change. Maybe I can apologize for it. I thought I was a good person but maybe it was overlooked.

Oh well best not the stress over it, but still- What Gives?